Gemini Mind Games

Every time I spark a conversation with a Gemini for the first time..

I practically fall in love.

Because it doesn’t take long to figure out that

THEY UNDERSTAND ME

They always seem to get the underlying meanings of how I express myself

And who wouldn’t fall in love with THAT

It’s inspirational how they adore your creativity

And its rare to come across such intellectual young men!

But then you come to realize that they really are just praising your creativity

And every other girl they get their eyes on..

Romantic visions turn to pure dissappointment

And then you start to feel possessive

When you guys have never even talked about a relationship

Can’t stay googly-eyed. He may get to your pride.

Gotta get over him quick!

Damn Gemini..

Sweet, Sweet Cancer

I have dated one too many Cancers

I have a certain weakness for them.

They are always so sweet.

Great listeners.

And spoil the hell out of me!

But I must say I have a tendency to step all over them.

Mostly because they let me.

It’s hard to appreciate them while they’re in my life

But when a Cancer leaves, they are sure to be missed.

I Must Admit…

I have never encountered a Pisces. 

That is the only zodiac sign I have never been with. 

I just find that so odd…

Lady Leo and Sexy Scorpio

Initial Attraction 

It was a wonderful beginning. I had no problems talking to him and bringing him into my world. He was bold in his words and made his motives very clear which was an extreme turn on. But the moment we got intimate, I felt extremely reserved. Cautiously showing him a side of me that many of my peers will never know existed. Yet soon enough, things easily drifted into ecstasy. 

Two Different Worlds Collide

As time moved on I realized that we were NOT on the same page. He was too emotional, and he was entirely too intense. It became hard for us to both get our point of views across and compromise. I honestly just stopped trying. It was like we spoke two different languages. He believed in sooo much random stuff that would creep the average person out. I didn’t even know what the fuck he was talkin about sometimes. I would mostly laugh in my head thinking.. is this guy serious? I could only take it as pure entertainment.

SUPER Pet Peeve

At any given time of the day:

“Are you okay?” he would say.

“Yea, I’m good.” 

“No you’re not. What’s wrong?”…

Nothing but you getting on my nerves asking me what’s wrong. As if it was a crime for me to feel perfectly okay!

Always wanting to talk about feelings ESPECIALLY when I don’t FEEL like it.

Overall

I had fun even though I had a hard time taking him seriously. I didn’t feel a need to open up emotionally. To me, it just seemed like a waste of time. There was a point where I was completely intrigued by everything that he was and everything that he believed in. Yet all of this was over shadowed by his constant attempt at trying to tell me how I feel.

I’M FINE!

My Celebrity boy/ girl Crushes

Emma Stone - ugh.. I know it’s not her natural hair color but red just looks so good on her. And I get all excited when I see her on TV or the big screen. Plus she just seems like a fun person to get to know.

Frank Ocean - It’s his voice.. can you say ummph! He can sing to me all friggin day!

So I just found out that they’re BOTH Scorpios. Hmmm.. I think I may have a thing for Scorpios.

Lucky Valentine

I have been dating since the age of 14 and I am currently 20 years old. I have had 7 of the most ridiculous valentine’s day experiences…

Lucky Valentine #1

My very first valentine was this Aquarius I liked that I just KNEW liked me back. But he was shy. And would deny Deny DENY. But we would talk in class every single day and valentine’s was coming up and he told me he was getting me something! So of course I was excited. The very next day, he approached me empty handed with a guilty look on his face and a mouth full of excuses. I don’t remember the details of his elaborate story but I remember not talking to him for about a month. We never got together btw.

Lucky Valentine #2

On my second valentine’s day, I was in a steamy relationship with a guy I thought was my soulmate (super enthusiastic Aries). He came to school with the most embarrassed look on his face with his hand behind his back. I instantly grew concerned and ask him what was wrong. He told me to close my eyes and he handed me a big red teddy bear. I loved it of course! But he still looked embarrassed. So after asking him repeatedly he confessed that he had completely forgotten about valentine’s day and that his brother had rushed him to the store early that morning to get me a teddy bear. And while he was walking around school, he saw other girls with the exact same teddy bear! I couldn’t help but laugh

Lucky Valentine #3

My third valentine’s day, I was dating this Capricorn that went to a completely different school than me and didn’t live close. Which is almost like being in a long distance relationship. I got nothing on valentine’s day. and maybe two weeks later I was given a stuffed animal.

Lucky Valentine #4

My fourth, I honestly don’t remember. It must have been absolutely dreadful. I believe I was in between relationships.

Lucky Valentine #5

My fifth, well.. can you say disaster? I was dating this Cancer my first year of college. And if you don’t know about college, relationships can get extremely confusing. Intense and nonchalant all in the same breath. We both knew it wasn’t a serious relationship but he asked me if I wanted to go see a movie with him on valentine’s day. I agreed of course. When the night comes around, he invites this other couple and once we all get to the movies, he only asks for ONE ticket. (embarrassed much?) Then we had to wait for the movie to start so we went out to this fast food restaurant to eat. I couldn’t I was annoyed. I just sat there and watched him shovel food in his mouth and thought of all the different things I could be doing with my night. I also thought of how much I didn’t even want to SEE the movie that I paid for.

Lucky Valentine #6

My sixth valentine’s day.. was a depressing one. I was still hung up on my ex (another Cancer) and he was into this other girl. I didn’t know any of this until I wrote him a poem for valentine’s day about how much I appreciated him just being my friend. I found out because I went to his room and saw all of the stuff this girl had bought him for valentine’s day and me and my measly little poem just wanted to leave. Oh. And I got nothing btw.

Lucky Valentine #7

This one was different. I literally started dating my boyfriend (Sagittarius) 2 days beforehand so… I’m not gonna bad mouth him! But I was annoyed at the fact that I told him happy valentine’s day first.. at like 4 in the afternoon (I waited so patiently for at least a text). I ended up getting him lollipops and he got me two Reese’s hearts.. like three days later smh.

But my POINT is.. I’d much rather have been completely single on some of these days so I wouldn’t have to worry about what goes on through the brains of guys on this day.

I have never really been on the same page with a guy on valentine’s day. I’m starting to think that there’s no such thing as a perfect valentine. There’s only the “Good Enough” guys.